Monday, August 24, 2009

Breakdown or breakthrough?

Something a little different...

"Constantly worrying, constantly wondering, fearing, hardly sleeping, hardly eating. Everything is a haze. Driving down the road watching the oncoming traffic and thinking with a flick of my wrist how easily it could all be gone. Always in the back of my mind. Worry. Worry about bills, about my future, or lack thereof. Will I ever get back on my feet again? Where am I going to get the money to pay my bills? Why cant I find a job? What is wrong with me? I feel like I am on the verge, on the brink of a breakdown. This world is so unforgiving to people down on their luck. Will I become just another number. Another faceless tragedy in the hundreds or thousands of people “down on their luck”. If not for a few people that care about me, I would. If I was truly on my own, I wold be a causality of “luck” run out. Homeless, possesionless…loveless. I refuse to be a number. I would sooner die than end up like that. I will not lie down and take it. Bring it on."

-Danny

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  1. If you're going through hell, keep going.
    -Winston Churchill

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